They say truth hurts, but i think, living in denial hurts even more. How many times have we convince ourselves to believe in something that never had existed? Countless. I've made so many wrong decisions and now that i realise, it's time for the right one. I am just so determined at this moment, thus explain my actions in punching down every single thoughts(which i usually don't) otherwise this feeling might disappear any time.
Enrolling my courses, planning my time table in dawn does help to make me think rationally and feel motivated. And right now, all i wanna do is to wait for the sky to light up, for my clock to hit 11am so i can head to uni and start off my "pre-exams dilligently unkimberly lifestyle". Well, we'll see...
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