Sleeping problems and more...

Insomnia came attacking me with full force after the exit of my exams. Seriously, what am i? A bat woman? I've unknowingly been sleeping once in 2 days and I know, this sounds total absurd but it's within my control no more. Talking myself into sleeping has already became my daily routine which often leads to digression that resulted in whatever-i-mentioned-above situation. The recollection of the days when i could even barely sleep during my events job does help in enlightening me on how fortunate i am now, but this aid doesn't seem to sustain long enough. Cos' I still can't bloody sleeeeeeep. And my last ever resort - sleeping pills pleaseeeee. Which is not gonna happen cos' i never believed in swallowing pills(more like disliking). Or perhaps I am just too relaxed everyday (sorry bel, and others working on exams) thus zero content of exhaustion is being produced which means there's no mean of triggering my sleeping button. Ahh, this all sounds logical to me now.


New Resolution of the Month: Wear yourself out relentlessly, kimmy.


Now that my exam has come to an end, the thoughts of my future entered. The only uncertainty that I am facing is : to go or not to go, New York. This definitely sounds like a big dream to everyone, especially me. NYC is a place full of dreams, a place where even the lights will inspire you (haha), according to 'Empire State of Mind' which my housemate is practically blasting everyday( not to mention "i love the way you lie") but oh god, I'll be graduating in another year's time and the last thing I want, is to freak out on my graduation day of being skeptical about my next step. C'mon, the most realistic plan is to head back to SG and look for a decent job accompanied with a decent life. But, I don't wanna be realistic. I once heard of this " Dream big or get home" statement which i totally agreed to. Since, I am so determined then what is it that's holding me back? Well, MONEY - the universal problem, i say.

I've probably drained my dad's by coming to Australia and I wanna spend my dad's money no more. We all know that NYC is not only known for its high paid job,(my ultimate motive) and also the high living standards with its exorbitant rental fees. To be frank, it's not like I'm gonna get there and receive my pay check immediately unless I am so in demand(which i should stop deluding myself). And so, this is when my planning takes place now instead of next year.


Things to Do in 2011 ft' "to be monetarily qualified for NYC":

1. Look for a job
-hilton hotel internship
-casual work if hilton rejects me :'(

2. Stop eating out so much (save money)

3. Brush up on my culinary skills (linked to point 2)

4. No more unnecessary shopping (define unnecessary, shit)

5. Drink less, Party less

6. Get a boyfriend ( tell me if that helps in monetary wise)

7. Sell my body (haha, kidding for sure)

8. Trying to make up to point 10

9. EAT LESS! (save money + slimming- if it ever happens)

10. YAY, keep up with my resolutions.


So well, it seems like I've planned it all out (ignoring the cliche saying that plans can never stay, as it always changes), I am so determined and positive that it'll be a blast next year. Triple YAYS.