Saturday, January 10, 2009

Well, i know we will be reading each other's blog.
Since you make it so clear, so am i.
When i'm reading your blog,
i was fuming at first.
Let me tell you, wanton mee doesn't equals to a 100 bucks.
And if you get wanton mee as an example, i wonder how many wanton me i can get it back from you.
Everybod has a say in their own blogs
Changing facts naturally takes place.
But, i dont wish to correct anything at all.
Somehow or rather, i owe you the last life.
I just merely using this to comfort myself.
But, it's ok.
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My flames slowly put out when you wrote about the memories.
Frankly speaking,
i was bulging with tears and at the same time laughing.
I believe you know me well enough.
And i'm truly grateful about you remembering how i've helped you.
You know what?
It's very saddening when a friend calls you only to ask
where to repair com,
when money can be returned,
how to settle about bf's problems.
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On my birthday,
i didn't receive any calls.
i met you the day after.
But because you had a tiff with him and you
came up my house in the middle of the night.
I didn't receive any calls on Christmas either.
Well, you are pretty right.
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We should just end off beautifully.
Yes, I'm serious that i don't wish to end off the friendship like that.
And, I'm not contradicting before i post the entry before this.
By saying thank you to cancel off whatever you owe me is enough,
Cause there's nothing much i can do.
I can't possibly track back every single thing.
Perhaps you might be cursing me now, or perhaps not.
But, i still think that,
I DID NOTHING WRONG.
Anyway, it's stupid to whine over and over again.
And, ya, i'm stupid.
This will be the last time i'm even jotting down about this.
And lastly,
i love you too.
Writing this last sentence,
i'm no longer upset nor angry.
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Once, a friend told me because of you,
she thinks that she is no longer my priority.
And now, momo tell me,
because of her,
you are no longer my priority.
Goodbye.

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