Does everything has a value?

I was talking to zhen about some very saddening stuff just now.

She is right, soft hearted is my weakness,my short comings and i have to change the bad habbit.

I've learnt a lesson.

I always do things which i think is right.

I'll never ever do things when i disagree with myself in the first place.

I'm feeling very sad.

But please dont ask why.

That is how it meant.

When the value is stated,

you can't change it.

Neither me nor you.

Many people tend to forget what is received instead, given will be carved.

Goodnight.

I don't wanna smile for now.

Thanks zhen.

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I feel like going to the beach

maybe alone,

maybe with a friend.

I wanna feel the breeze blowing against my face.

I wanna hear the waves crashing into the stones.

I wanna see the orangey sunset and maybe together with sun rise.

I wanna go with a person who likes the beach as much as i do.

I wanna go with a person who can make me laugh,

even when i feel terribly inside.

I wanna drink my favourite cocktail and stay at the beach from day to night.

I wanna switch off my phone then there'll be absolute silence.

Okay, i shall stop spouting nonsense.