In order to survive,i gotta stay strong.

HEY PEOPLE, SAWADEE~ KIMBERLY IS BACK!!!

The first thing idiotic jason said when he saw me : " Eh, you put on weighT from thailand ar, or are you hiding orange under your cheek?"

Me : " ..... wtf, i didn't ok!? You blind old ah pek" (And i know i'm lying :X)

Oh, btw i'll put up all the pictures on the next post. Anyway, i really think i'm aa super bold person. Why do i say so? My exams is like next tuesday, and i simply went to thai for four days of my study weeks. So, i'm left with fucking like TWO DAYS to study for my first exam. Good job kim~ I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO RELAX!!...........

I guess going to Aus next year is more or less confirmed. Cause everything is like in good state. Nothing cropped up YET. Which hopefully not. Whole family agreed on that. One thing i'm really afraid is that i'm going to miss my family and friends terribly. Arghhhh..... Can't imagine how homesick i'll get. And sis is going to korea next year for bout a year. Sharks. Then there will be one person less to accompany daddy and mummy. Okay, whenever i think of this, i feel like crying. You can say i'm weak or whatever shit but frankly speaking, family is the MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME. MORE IMPORTANT THAN MYSELF. And i really mean it. So, i really can't bear to leave them for 3 years. Hello?! It's like THREE YEARS, i'll be out of my country, away from home, living alone. I guess other than money, what i need most now, is COURAGE.