IF ONLY

In order to survive,i gotta stay strong.

If only, things can turn out the way i want.

If only, life is simple and nice.

If only, i am fucking rich.

If only, i am bloody pretty.

If only, i can hit all the high notes.

If only, i can go to aus now.

If only, i am troublefree.

If only, i can rewind or fast forward my life.

If only, my dad need not work so hard.

If only, mummy didn't have to do all the damn chores.

If only, there's if only.

Well, i hate reality.

But i have to face it.

It's not like i have the choice.

Go kim.