In order to survive,i gotta stay strong.

I am seriously afraid of getting in love again. I've heard too much of how bastard a guy can be. I'm serious. No matter how much he says I LOVE YOU, when he meet another big breasted babe, it's a different story again. Perhaps what i said might sound unfair to all the men BUT i'm sure all the girls will nod simultaneously after reading my statement. Men are incorrigible, scoundrel, lecher... my vocab is limited BUT whatever it is there is no good man in the world. Kings are worst example of all. How can he even fall for anybody else other than queen? Worst still ,he marry those woman as concubine. And its not like one or two, its like a hundred. This is freaking stupid! I wonder why his banana wouldn't rot. Horrible person. And what do the concubines do? NOTHING. All they do is to wait wait wait and wait for the king to arrive once in a blue moon to f them. Is that what they want? NO, NO, NO. But again, what can they do? NOTHING, i suppose. They have no right to speak for themselves. They yearn for that single man and that stupid man probably treat them as one of his f-ing partners when he likes. You see, that is how silly a woman can be. And probably, all those woman believe that the guy they are waiting actually loves her, but he just have no time for her. How naive of her. I really really think that the kings should reflect on themselves! I'm getting so bloody agitated. Historically, having concubines is not a wrong but theoretically is like DAMN BLOODY WRONG. And because he is the king, the commoners think that whatever he do make sense so they follow like nobody business. Apparently, the descendants follow their footsteps as well. Thus you can see the effect; of the no. of scoundrels and bastards around you. Once again, whose fault is that? It pretty obvious.

But anyway, I still secretly believe that one day, one fine day i might meet that perfect man.