The obstacles

In order to survive,i gotta stay strong.

Though i know the fact that obstacles makes people stronger and helps people to grow, but i still despise this fact. I know it would be extremely, horribly, utterly, terribly embarrassing BUT i still have no choice. All the comforts and praisings might come from kindness, but seriously, it doesn't help that much. Still, thanks. The whole idea is to perhaps have fun and basically, I'M REALLY AFTER THE MONEY. I don't mind being called money face cause I am!:) I'm not denying it. I felt amused by myself. I can convince her bout the everything, but can't really convince myself. God, could you just for once make me flexible? I do not wanna horrify anyone. Wish me good luck.

I saw you today, outside my doors. Perhaps you might think what I'm doing was really inhuman BUT its for your and my own good. Sometimes you might think that whatever you wanna do, just put hard work in it and will succeed but, i realised that some things are 努力不来的. Stop being a fanatic toward (...), you might think what you want now, is a right choice. BUT YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. The only thing i can answer you is take a look at the scenery outside, you'll eventually realised certain things are worth your second glance.