Out of my control

Sometimes,
things seems to be out of my control.
My every breath,
My every steps,
My every thoughts,
My everything.

I wonder why,
People can be so deluding to themselves.
I wonder why,
People can be so belligerent to themselves when they knew they were at fault.
I wonder why,
People would just bluff their way through in certain things when they knew they should not.
I wonder why,
People wouldn't even feel a slightest guiltiness when they knew they did something wrong.
I wonder why,
People are just people,
who were made up of matter,
which eventually expand and contract,
from day to night.
I wonder why,
how did god bring people to this world,
and create problems.
Perhaps the god also felt sick with people hanging around him,
and there,
people were sent down to the earth where,
PEOPLE MEETS PEOPLE.